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one morning over breakfast, kriiiiiing, krrrrriiiinnnnngg*

“abg baru online tenet…baca blog’s ko. trus ni abg call, teringat kat ko…tgh buat pe? dah mkn?”

thanks guys, especially for dato’ and cik cahaya yg masih follows my stupid post (wei, dumping la any comment!). give them and others some credit for being our readers / bloggers. tak sangka, i finally learnt a lesson or two about politics, real entertainment and what life has to offer.

tiada hati melainkan memiliki semacam awan yg menyeliputi rembulan.

membaca adalah process pembelajaran mudah. dari vokal hingga ke konsonan and terus membicarakan soal ati & jiwa. mengenal erti sebuah kehidupan & persahabatan.

dari jejantas shoppin’ mall kelihatan org lalu lalalang melintas ke tambak johor. singgah membeli rokok, menyelak helaian akhbar dan bebrapa majalah yg agak menarik covernya di kaki lima. then, tertanya saya dlm ati ”kenapa org membeli magazine?” adakah kerana covernya yg chantek? atau findingnya yg menarik? bukankah yg chantek itu masih blum menjanjikan apa-apa harapan??? dan disebalik cover yg chantek itu jugak menyembunyikan byk jiwa yg tersinggung kerana obses melihat apa yg dipaparkan sehingga terlalu ”berharap” agar dirinya juga sebahagian daripada findings tersebut.

by de way, apabila harapan yg mula diangan-angankan musnah…ati kita juga mula ”berkecil”. lihat saja brp ramai yg mengharap diluar sana? on my lappy, while it might be cute to send smiley faces and lovey-dovey words over the air…menanti agar ada ati yg sudi ”accepted” agar tidak terlalu lama menjadi “fb pornstar!!!” wakakaka. created sum relationship katanyerrrr.

ayo, cannot do like dat one here!!! org sentiasa mahukan kesempurnaan. membuatkan ianya trus trasa hebat, sehingga terlupa bahawa ada hati yg perlu dijaga. as endearing and moving that story is, i personally feel that there has to be a sense of propriety in the way you “speak”.

“sorry i'm not really sure weather all u've done are worth compare with what he did to you. as *****, love matter is so complicated. those about you and him, not me or others. all decision are urs. but sometimes you need too think a second about urself buddy. don't even once someone can put you under their shoes. make urself as a main course. if someone try to make you as a side dishes, just live him as soon as posible before you stuck in such tangled love” via jus nenas e-mail.

…their version anyway.

so why shud it be any different anywhere else? i remember a story a fren of mine told me once bout de “you honestly rasa feeling dia kat you sama dgn feeling you kat dia? kekacang, saya tau awak sayangkan kita and as my cheerleader i dun have a sweet words to answer diz question actually~i’m lost. abah, kita dah maafkan smua org sblum kita tido. he show me a thumbs up and said ”sempoi”.

suka saya berkongsi surah as~syams yg juga dibisikkan menjadi jiwa tulang belakang ati saya…inilah makna ketulusan “shamsul : matahari”

“demi matahari dan sinarnya, demi bulan bila mengiringinya, demi siang bila menzahirkannya, demi malam bila menutupinya, demi langit dan yg membangunkannya, demi bumi dan yg menghamparkannya, demi jiwa yg menyempurnakannya...lalu diilhamkan kpdnya mn yg buruk dan mn yg baik”.

be a man, do the right thing!!! saya tak mau kehilangan sesiapa lagi (yang tersayang) dlm idup ini; kerana saya yakin “hati yg celik can love, unlove and love again” and keep up the heat!