nak sayang you ketat-ketat-lah!

semalam aku pergi dating…yup, dengan “gadis”. apa korang ingat kalo putus chenta tak bleh nak gi dating bagai ahak’s tu semua silap wokey, tipikal. takan nak duduk rumah berkabung pakai se-pek-ma-ta hitam sedangkan orang putus haid pun masih bleh kelihatan sexy-messy dowh. so now, aku penuhkan jadual harian sesendat mungkin macam fasha sendat then biar aku TER-lupa kesengsaraan hidup.

aku plan nak tengok nur kasih yang dah ramai blogger suggest-kan bawak tisu berkotak-kotak tu. aku standby gak tisu manalah tau sistem aircond kat panggung tak guna ionizer so banyak plak hama and habuk sangkut kat mata kahkahkah. i’m not really a fan of malay movies (FAKE) if i do want to watch it, i’ll either wait for it to come out on t.v or buy the dvd. kekononnya i don’t really support the local film industry-lah…ewah-ewah padahal takut kena label jiwang karat kan? or tak kewl even poyo’s (sebabnya dalam ati ada taman dowh!)

aku beli pop corn and coke…jalan macam tak bersalah sambil betulkan plaster luka kat ati aku yang masih berdarah. benda pertama aku tengok is panggung yang dipenuhi ge-gadis lebih 2/3 yang dah macam duduk dalam syurga HAHAHA…banyak bunga tu! makanya memandangkan aku dating dengan “gadis” …so aku pun “stay tuned” control K-pop.

minit pertama bermula je aku dah bleh kena strok atau kekejangan otot-otot tang muka. aku pujuk ati sampai scene last…kalo berterusan menangis duration 90 minit tanpa henti (non-stop macam bas ekspress rakyat) bleh rosak botox tang muka aku ni hukhukhuk, dah pe-ke-heeeeell. apa yang aku nak preview kat sini bukan tentang hebatnya cinematography tu (yang tu memang supeeeerb) .tapi tentang HATI. my gadis watched this movie cos they said the hero (remy ishak) is handsome. kalo heronya tak handsome, they wont watch it. i watched it because i like the plot.

being in love is so good for you. often when people are newly in love, things that have been bothering them for a long time get better. something wonderful is calling the majority of their attention (sound like kak sri siantan huh?)

there are a lot of things that are good for you. pandai la hang propa…abis tu kenapa ati tu berbalut plaster? but love certainly trumps them all. to be in love is to fill your heart with the best stuff the universe has to offer. and that can only do wonderful things for you and your life.

what you’ll put your attention on is always your choice. you can spend countless hours bemoaning this or that, expressing regret or cultivating spite. you can be a person that brings others down through your words, actions or energy. or, you can make the choice to put your attention on something more much more deserving. and you can become that ray of sunshine that brightens up the world by your very presence. when we’re in love, it’s a whole lot easier to do that (tang ni memang aku percaya sesangat).

so please, fall in love. tu pun kalo ada. if not with another person, fall in love with yourself and the world around you. the world needs more sunshine. hurm, satu benda lagi tentang citer ni (sebab slot drama dia terlalu bagus berbanding storyline filem) i felt that remy ishak should have sang yassin’s part. it would have been great to have him sing. for those of you who don’t know, he actually sang at natrah…and did a good job!

untuk korang yang bermata merah nangis teresak-esak macam mati laki (bleh kongsi awards or gi casting pelakon harapan) sebab melalak tak tentu pasal. i still remember when i was listening to this lyric... somehow i feel it is actually what i feel deep inside me.

lewat ini ku rasakan
kasih kian ku dambakan
resah hati yang ku pendam
pada takdir dan harapan

detik waktu dan suratan
siapa tahu ketentuan
ku mencari cahayanya
dalam bayang kegelapan